if i die young

we've all heard this song, right?

the band perry.

if i die young, bury me in satin
lay me down on a bed of roses
sink me in the river at dawn
send me away with the words of a love song

well....i'm 29...but i guess that's young to die. and although i realize this isn't anywhere near legal, i feel like i need to put this out there because i'm either gonna have a heart attack or stroke out.

you see...just when i thought the worst times were behind me, the shit hit the fan again. why am i always so fucking wrong????

so here goes....

whatever you do, do NOT leave me in a vegetative state. pull the plug. donate my organs :D
be sure the kids know how much i love them & that i would've given anything to make sure they were happy. apologize for the times i was a shittyass mom. have my body cremated. choose a day like today...a perfect day...75, sunny, light breeze & scatter my ashes somewhere i was happy....probably MN....on a lake or something. just remember i hate the ocean & i hate sand. and i've always wanted to vacation in africa & stay in a treehouse.

and, most importantly, make sure the blondies are taken care of & always surrounded by those who put their best interests first. sis, that means with OUR family.

ok, now it's time for me to attempt sleep.....before having the heart attack or stroking out!